Tuesday

i am unsure

its when your huddled on that bedroom floor
tears roll into the carpet underneath, leaving a dark stain of pity
hands clasped around cold knees begging for warmth
and freedom from this cruel ever expanding world
insignificance and loneliness sets into every pore
lingering upon every bodily hair
a sniffle from the nose calls out in the empty room
but no one will stir 
a heart will not flutter
a breath will not halt 
you are too small, living a life of too little significance
why bother...


i am unsure
whether to keep this blog up anymore
its insignificance
my insignificance 
in this place
why bother...


7 writings:

enchantedhappy said...

yes :) keep your blog up* i just found it, and its inspiring and beautiful. you write wonderfully. don't stop blogging*

Jen said...

I don't know how you did it, but you capture the feeling almost 'beautifully'.

I do hope you keep your blogs coming. They are indeed inspiring. You have talent. And you are not insignificant clearly someone else also feels the same.

maz in wonderland said...

oh, you must keep your blog, darling, every single post brings out a side of me that's been hidden, & that is a wonderful wonderful thing. xx

Ke said...

In life everything is relative, the sun is large compared to the earth, but small compared to other stars. Your words touch some and not others, but for those that it does touch, it is significant.

scraped elbows said...

Oh, your blog is so so beautiful Helena, just think about how much thought and time you have put into every post. And your words are always so beautiful and inspiring, you are most definitley not insignificant <3 xxx

Indie.Tea said...

I loved the words and the image...so beautiful and melancholy.

lavelle said...

i adore that photo, the mist of blue is gorgeous xx