don't try and find your direction in this large open world
one day it'll come along and swoop you off your little feet
and you'll be so overcome by it you'll wonder why you had been walking the other way...

achromatics

life keeps us moving that way

today is the day for reflections...


what does the wind whistling in my ears really mean to me?
why does seeing someone smile give me such a satisfaction?
how can i have been trying so hard to live i forgot keep living?
when will i grasp hold of what i am ?
which will be the day i love?

when will i just know

today i finished...
after hours of crying, ripping up paper, more crying, walking to the park and sipping a cup of apple and pear tea
it was finished...
its been a weight over my head since september and now its finally complete
my smile reaches from one ear to the near and joyful tears are rolling down the apples of my cheeks

isn't it strange how one accomplishment that we have had enforced upon us and have hated can bring about such happiness